Sunday, March 24, 2013

More Interim Marks + An Internship




I received my latest marks early this week. I'm very happy with them as I had worked very hard to achieve them. Congrats to me! WooHoo!

Time is now flying by very quickly in this course. It only seemed like yesterday when I first started down this new path in life and it is now nearing its' completion. There are less than four months of school left. Unlike a lot of the other students in the class, I have enjoyed every moment of my time there. This is understandable as I have a lifetime of life experience behind me already and can look at things with different (read: "old") eyes. I feel young again, just like I did when I was in my early twenties and attending university. But with a more realistic outlook on future prospects and goals.

I also recently started my internship a few months earlier than anticipated simply due to the training required for a new part-time job that had come my way. The job is only one to three days a month and will certainly not pay many bills, but it helps. The internship, on the other hand, is a few days a week and occurs after class is over. It makes my day very long and I'm exhausted by the end of it, but I'm learning some new things and get to see Network Administration in real life versus just reading about the things that need to be done in a book. I'm enjoying it and feel more useful and productive with my time.

To be honest, most of what I do I already know from previous life experience with computers and troubleshooting. Only a small fraction of the work involves what I learned in the course so far even though it is totally relevant to the course materials. I'm sure new things will come up quickly as there are going to be upgrades to the network very soon that I will be involved with first hand. I should learn new things at that time.

All in all, things are going fairly well in my life, if a bit exhausting. I hope to be able to translate my current successes into a real job upon graduation.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Interim Marks


It's been a while since I last updated my blog and that's simply because I've been too busy, or too tired to do anything about it. If I'm not studying, I'm resting. Or, more appropriately, recovering!

I just finished the winter break a week ago and just had a final-exam today on one of my courses. I studied almost three weeks straight because of this. Unfortunately, it did not go as well as I had hoped. But, in retrospect, it did turn out better than how badly I normally do on the "trial" exams that I practice with on a semi-regular basis. I will try and not let it bother me. I feel better already!

One thing that did make me very happy was in receiving my first semester marks last week. I don't think they will remain as good as time goes on because the material becomes more difficult as I progress. Today's exam being a perfect example of that. But I am giving it the best I can given my current station in life. Although, one of the things that I had great difficulty with before ("Subnetting". Yeah, I know. Huh?) is now a breeze. I can now tackle this stuff forwards, backwards, sideways and upside-down! Albeit I'm not too swift at it yet but at least I can now do it. Small victories! Yay!

Anyways, like I already mentioned, not much is happening here other than studying and recovering. That's been my life for the past six months, more or less. Although, all-in-all, I am enjoying the course very much. It's been a long time since I've been a full-time student and, this time around, it has been an enjoyable half year so far. My biggest advantage in all of this is that I have a lifetime if "real-life" experience behind me already in "life". I look at some of the much younger students and can only shake my head at seeing some of the attitudes displayed by those with very little life experience in this world. They won't make it very far if they don't change their outlook on life. But who am I to tell people about the real world. Let them discover it on their own!

Life is a journey, not a destination.

Friday, August 31, 2012

Full Time Studies

I had mentioned in my previous post that I was returning to full time studies. And I have! 

It's been about one and a half months since I first got back to hitting the books. It's also been a long time, about 25 years, since I've been a full time student. The hardest part of it all is the getting up early in the morning and the going to bed early to be able to do that. I know most people will find it inconceivable that getting up early is such a problem. Well, I don't react to regaining consciousness like other people to.

When I awaken, it's like I've been pulled out some deep dark hole and the first few moments are absolute and pure garbage; I am totally disoriented, weak, and feel like I've just been hit by a freight train. If I were to step out of bed at this moment, I would most likely fall down. It is that bad. I don't react well to being awoken. I accidentally discovered, when I was laid off and had a few years off, that if I just lay in bed after waking, I feel much, much, better than if I just got up right away. Laying there and just, literally, "coming to my senses" makes all the difference in the world to me and how I feel for the rest of the day. I no longer feel like a zombie and dead-tired all day long. I actually feel almost "normal", whatever that is. Anyways, it took me my entire adult life to realize that this small simple little thing, of staying in bed for a while after waking, is all it takes not to feel like absolute and total crap ALL DAY LONG. If only I had discovered this sooner, my younger years would not have been so torturous. So just laying there for an hour before getting out of bed is the key. Of course, that hour means I have to wake up that much earlier. But the difference in how I feel is night and day. I did this when I worked in South Korea as well and it also helped immensely.

Setting my clock back two hours at night was the hardest part of this. It took the month and a half to accomplish. I know. How hard can it be? Well, live inside this body of mine and you will know that of which I speak.

Anyways, school is so far going well. I know some of the course material already and that helps. It's just more in depth and full of official terminology, terminology that I never used before. I just sat down and did what I had to do on computers and that was that. Now, I have to know all the names of all the stuff that I just used to do without much thought to them. As my ability to remember things is not what it used to be, my workload is quite heavy. I have to read the chapters 3-4 times and make lots of notes before some of it will sink it. I have no time for most other things. I'm lucky if I can afford to take one day off from the books on the weekends.

It's okay, though. I'm liking it and this should lead to a better future. Although, job opportunities are seemingly limited here. Canada is not an IT hotspot. I might have to go abroad again for better career prospects. But that's getting way ahead of myself. I need to pass my course first and get my MCITP (Microsoft Certified Information Technology Professional) certifications.

One step at a time!

Saturday, June 23, 2012

New Directions And New Hope

I have been back in Canada for almost 10 months. I have been unemployed, except for some short-lived part time work and for some short-lived freelance work, for most of that time. That's almost 10 months without a full-time income. How did I survive for such a long time? Simple. I'm on welfare!

Back in September of 2011, I returned from two years of working and living abroad in South Korea. I, like most other foreigners working and living in South Korea, taught English. As a native English speaker, it was easy to get a job in the public school system. They have more job openings than they can find bodies to fill them with. Additionally, there are thousands of private academies looking for native English speakers to teach English as well.

But, there are also numerous issues with working such a job, too. As all students have to study English due to government regulation, the motivation of most of the students is not quite what you would expect it to be. Most do not know why they have to learn English. Most do not want to learn English. And, most do not like English. Now, I'm talking about 80% of the student population here. As you can see, for me at least, every day was an uphill battle with 80% of the students I saw. This begins to wear one down eventually. And, after two years, I wore me out. I had to get out. And, out I got.

Prior to my return to Canada, I began a job search a full three months before the end of my contract. During those three months, I applied to approximately 100+ different ESL/EFL positions in private schools throughout Asia; approximately 60% were within South Korea and approximately 40% equally scattered throughout the countries of Japan, Taiwan, China and the Middle East. I was searching for a position teaching adults at the time because I figured adults would be more motivated to learn and not have the problems associated with younger students.

Out of all of the applications that I sent out, I received only three job interviews, and two of those interviews were with the same school. They were all for a position with a school within Japan. I even went to a personal interview while I was in Japan on holiday for one of those positions. I received no job offers.

One of the biggest problems with being an English teacher in Asia is that I am, myself, Asian. I do not fit the stereotype of an English speaker. And, people over there are just as prejudicial as they are here. The only difference being that they do not hide it behind politically correct psychobabble like they do here. They tell it straight to your face, which, in my opinion, is less hypocritical than throwing politically correct psychobabble in your face and then bad mouthing you behind closed doors. So, why is this such an issue in private schools? Simple. Because in private schools, students have to pay for the instruction they receive and Asians have a reputation of not being able to speak English!

Anyways, approximately a month prior to my return to Canada, I also began a job search for a position within Toronto. I might have applied to approximately a couple dozen or so job openings at that time. I got my freelance videography and editing position back that I had prior to my moving to South Korea. I also got one interview offer from another photography related business. But, the interview date was prior to my return to Toronto. They were kind enough to change it. Unfortunately, it fell on the exact same date as my dentist appointment, an appointment made over six months ago at that time. I requested another interview date and/or time. I never heard from them again.

After my return to Toronto, I must have applied to another 150+ job openings. I applied to anything that I felt I could possibly do without training or certification; parking lot attendant, hotel clerk, janitor, building maintenance, fast food staff, photographer, videographer, sales clerk, factory assembly worker, optical assembler, security guard, driver, tour guide, etc. Out of all those job applications, I received one interview and one job offer, that of part-time hotel clerk. I accepted the job and worked for them for approximately 3-4 months. Unfortunately, out of all those 3-4 months, I worked less than one week’s worth of hours for them (32.75 hours). I left that position sometime in early 2012.

As all this was happening, I became totally broke and had become very frustrated with the ridiculous job situation in this country. By January, 2012, I was on welfare and my mom was now paying my rent for me. She still is as welfare does not give you enough to pay the rent and to buy food, at least not to pay the rent in a place that I would set foot in never mind live in!

I find it incredulous that a person with a university degree and some modicum of intelligence, me in this case, cannot find suitable employment here. What they have done is made it so difficult that unless you have papers in the exact job that you are applying for, you cannot get it. Even something as bottom of the bottom in society as a dishwasher needs papers. How ridiculous is that! After almost 10 months, I could not get a job even if my life depended on it. And, it did. Instead, I applied for and got welfare in less than 2 days! There is something definitely wrong in a country where one cannot get a job after almost 10 months and you can get welfare in less than 2 days. Really, there is.

Anyways, somewhere within this mess, I applied to one of the government sponsored training initiatives offered by the welfare office. Early this week, I found out that I was accepted into the program that I submitted an application for. It's at a private training college, Herzing College,  for a course in the IT field. Now, the government does not pay for all costs, just some of it. Some of it also comes from government loans and the rest from my own pocket. Well, my mom's pocket in this case as I do not have any money these days. My mom receives a small federal government pension that is so small that she needs the provincial government to prop it up just to bring her up to the poverty level. And, with this poverty level existence, she has to help me survive. Land of plenty here in Canada? Not likely! This is the reality of the country and most of the people who never "made it".

But, for the first time in quite a while, I can look ahead towards the future with a renewed sense of hope for a better tomorrow. If I can pass my courses and get my certifications in the IT field, my future certainly looks a lot brighter than the last 10 months have shown me. Good luck to me!

Friday, June 15, 2012

My Watches

I've had a lifelong love of watches. It is one of those things that, along with photography, started when I was just a kid growing up. I like the fact that they are small, precision instruments, that are at the apex of craftsmanship and technology. Not to mention the fact they look pretty good to the eye as well. Which they do.

During my adult years, I've owned quite a few watches in my time, to say the least. They varied amongst such brands as Omega, Tag Heuer, Ball, Tissot, Orient, Seiko and a host of other lesser known brands that I have forgotten by now.

Most of the watches that I owned, at one point in my life or another, had been sold at times when funds were lacking, which seems to be a regular thing in my life. But, in recent years, especially when I was living and traveling extensively in Asia, I had happened across some very good pricing for famous name watches.

As one of the few luxuries that I could afford at the time, I had managed a small collection of watches that I have hung on to (for how long who knows) even in these times of financial insecurity. I have taken this opportunity, while they are still with me, to document them before it is too late as it was for so many of them in years past.

 Hamilton Khaki





Rolex Submariner





 Breitling Superocean













Omega Seamaster Planet Ocean





Breitling Chronomat Evolution





Rolex GMT Master II





TAG Heuer Aquaracer 500M





Officine Panerai Luminor 1950 GMT











Rolex Submariner







Hamilton Khaki Navy Scuba Auto